My rockIn light of the last journal, and the one before that I feel the need to write this one. I'm going to do my best to not get too choked up with emotion, but hey no promises. Besides, you can't see me anyway! What you are about to read is from the bottom of my heart, and there are some who say I have a very big heart, so to reach the bottom is a huge feat.To my wonderful, sweet, caring boyfriend, thank you. Thank you for picking me up when I'm down. Thank you for always listening to me. Thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for making me feel that I'm worth something. Thank you for showing me the way back into the light, but most of all, thank you for making me feel that it's okay to love again. This man is my rock. I can trust him with everything (even if he did accidentally slip up once!  ) He was so kind to me since day one, just being there as I let loose a lot of what was inside slowly killing me. I was scared to open up myself like that to him at first because I was badly burned before, but no matter what he understood, offered his shoulder and lent me his ear. Once again as I'm feeling down or upset my hero swooped in and helped place me back on my feet. You can't even imagine how incredibly lucky and fortunate I am and feel knowing that he always has my back. I can be myself again, I no longer have to hide myself in fear of doing something wrong. He loves me and supports me just as I am. He is the single most greatest thing to have ever happened to me in my life. How safe and comfortable I feel when I'm in his arms, and how just one look from him speaks in depths and volumes that no language has been able to put into words yet. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that he loves me, just when he looks at me. I still get that flutter of butterflies when he does tell me that he loves me. I still wonder at times how we got to this point, because I swear it feels like a dream. One I never want to wake from, one that I still can't believe is reality. He's all mine, and nothing is going to come between us. I'm going to be a little selfish there in that aspect, but I don't think he'll mind much. I just want everyone to know how much I appreciate him. How in what feels like just a short amount of time, he has done wonders for my self esteem and my self worth. I am forever grateful to you. You are always going to be that ray of sunshine that breaks through my gray skies. I love you, now and forever. Of course as I sit back and re-read this, I still don't feel like I've done you any justice. |
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