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4 years ago (10/23/05) |
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2 years ago |
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Why?
WHy does everyone other drink, smoke, curse, sexual, immoral crap, drugs, smoke pot, not take care of themselfs or others. Can I ever find someone like me? I am surrounded by worthless people that I wish I could kill.
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Just trying.....
I am just trying to move on from my past. And understand how my past and present will affect my future. I am also trying to understnad that my fathers actions have little to do with me. But I think it does. HE has been in prison for 6 months and last time I visited him to talked about bad things of my mother because she filed a devorce and my bother moved back to hawaii. Everything is wrong. I can't even stay awake in school I am just loosing my joyful spirit. Unless I am around someone special, like my boyfriend am I truly happy. But not even then am I very happy. Nothing is perfect and I need to get used to this. My life isn't perfect anymore. We are loosing the house so we have to put it up for sale in May. Who knows where we will go. My dad will take half of the money from the house so we can't even buy another one anyways. This means I have to leave the few things I do have behind. My room, my home. THis side of town is like my home town, who knows where we will end up. Dad's wants to go to Idaho or Utah. I just want to sleep this all away. I am just going to work sleeping, school and see'n my boyfriend and mom. But my dad said without me he'd kill himself. SO I have to go to the terrible prison and see him at least 2 times a month. It's not cheap. I just wish I could have someone else's life then mine. But I Am trying, not giving up yet.
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YuPeRZ!
The Steelers won. I knew they would. the only good guy on sea hawks was #8 anyways. Also, y does everyone hate canada? I don't I have friends there
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Sorry
I have been on Myspace and just messaging. NOt really much of websites. Been really busy.
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hey! hey! hey!
Well a crap load of family problems and finanical problems. Not only will this Christmas suck cause of like 1 or 2 small gifts and one RPG for my ps2, but my dad is in Jail! okay No one needs to know why! Its personal. I kinda helped put him there cause I called the place that called the cops that the cops came to my house that I helped them find him. Yeah soo... yeah. But I am being possitive about this TODAY! lol. Who knows about tomarow. I might be in one of my negative moods again, haha. But ya. I am happy now and when I called my best friend to tell her that he was in jail I was happy and laughing and it was a quick phone call. I have no idea why I am being that and this possitive!
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Ohh POOP on a Stick that was once a log!
You guys will never feel how I do. I have been going through BIG family problems, and big friend problems and more. I just hope you can understand
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Someone I want to meet...and talk too
I know why Jack The Ripper did it. He had a wife named Florence (donno how to spell it right but I think that looks right) they had 2 kids. His wife had an offair on him many times and he pretended not to know. But she would leave her home once a week about to be with this man. JAck The Ripper was rich but when he was younger he was in the cotton industry which was hard on his back. Well medicon was really dum back then and they used to give him a drug called Stronum (No idea how to spell it). It was a pain killer. If you know anything about the human body like I do. Everything you eat, breath, and drink affects every part of your WHOLE body. Just people are more than beyond stupid to understand. Geez. But anyways back on topic... Well it took away some of his pains but he wanted it to be gone all the way. So slowly like anyother drug he took more and more. Well before he died (he died cause of this drug), he was taking an amount that should have killed him right away and he was still trying to take more. He died on his death bed with his wife next to him. His kids didn't find out very fast and even when he died they dug him up to test more parts of his body. Florence was charged for killing him and she went though hell and even had her kids taken away. More than 10 years later they found out that she didn't do it. But Jack wasn't his Real name. It is from the first 2 letters in his first name and the last 2 letters in his last name made the Name Jack. And cause he ripped out parts of the girls he named himself Jack The Ripper. James Maybrick was his real name. Before he died he says that he is sorry that this is what love does to a man. And it is true. I was inlove once and it is the most pain and the most killing twisting pain that you can ever go through. Mainly when they leave you just like my old love did to me. Love hurts, but it is life.
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